Wednesday, January 12, 2011

A few times to find the "root cause abortion."

After five years of the marathon run of love, my husband and I finally finished my shoes lead a zhihun books. Wanted and husband more happy years, nativism do not let the small life move, not just my husband and I want to savor the taste of two-person world of freedom and happiness, I'm pregnant!

Family news, joy. Know that we want to strangle small life to bud's ideas on our ears to face life, my father, my mother, his father, his mother, two families care avidly turns to give us a "political" work, as if we are to keep the child born hinder the plan became the family sinner ...

Frame hold family turns "bombing", we are ready to give birth to the child. Against all expectations, a routine yunjian, suspected fetal growth and development has been stopped, and through b-proof of this fact. I was suddenly very frustrated, but also worried about the future will also occur in a similar situation, so I eagerly hope little life once again.

When I learn yourself pregnant again, decisively took a long vacation, rest baotai. In the lost boy, I am even more eager to children. Caution to prevent miscarriage, I dare not act, not to mention is the physical work, even the ordinary home husband never let me wash hands. Yes, almost five months, my uterus and enigmatic and bleeding. Done after the color, the doctor said it is aborted. At the news conference in hospital corridor burst into tears.

New first years of happiness has been pregnant — anti-abortion — abortion is exhausted, the home of the atmosphere becomes abnormal boring. That kind of soul and body pain, so I can't try it, I gave up the child's wishes, trying to work — in order to prevent miscarriage we have fall tens of debt. My spirit has also become very sensitive: television for children, parents and children in the real world hip hop ruckus, big belly ravaging walk of pregnant women would let me exclamation cried.

After a year, when I was pregnant again, immediately quit his job, hospitalized baotai. 57 days, I have a lot of blood, b-results of a fetus to normal, may be threatened abortion, doctors use a lot method, treatment side of comfort I said: "I see a lot of this to red, this does not affect fetal growth, fetal VI are saved, not to mention your fifth tire!" then gradually everything is normal, belly big day by day, in order to prevent the event, in the past four months, I also request made of suture. When my son WOW to health to come into this world, I long to Shu. Like lived through the long life of agony, finally achieved his happiness.

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